Pung, kangen boleh kan? :(

i love it when u smile while i'm kidding you.
i miss the moment when you do my hair while i'm blackberry-ing.
we were argued  about things and will end up with u order me to take shower.
and when i'm suddenly come and you were so surprised , then i'm dancing and you laugh.
i miss the moment when you complain about my dress colors, you don't like if i'm wearing dark colors, you said i'd better using flowery dress.
i like it when we talked about the future, and i get little bit annoyed when you think that the future is about what you thought.
i saw that pride in your eyes when you told me stories about my dad that proud of me, her very first daughter.
i miss when you looks so tired cause been fooled by me.
i miss when you asked me 'who's your boyfriend now?' while i always answer, 'too much! can you help me to choose the nice one?' and then you looks so surprised and said 'no, you shouldn't be like that' then the story going about your dream grandson-in-law, haha you wish that i marry a police, but i said 'nooo, i'm scared if he's about to shoot me dead if we're fight'.
i miss the moment when you said 'TERIMAKASIH YA' while i'm giving you money at my payday.
at Sunday morning you always asked me why i'm not going church, and i always lie to you by answering 'later, this afternoon maybe' but i'm not going.

Oh opung i miss you :(
People right 'no matter  how hard you cry, you pray, even die, you can't bring back a dead people into life'
it leaves regret while you not thank the moment and use it well, be thankful every time of all you've got...

dari dulu gue selalu sebel kalo nonton film dimana salah satu perannya ada yang mati. Itu ga seru banget sumpah, itu sedih, dan sangat disayangkan
kadang gue mikir apa yang ada diotak sutradaranya pas bikin tokoh itu mati?
Tuhan, apa rencanamu dibalik kematian makhlukMu?

in memoriam: Reggia Siahaan (4 February 1918 - 27 June 2011)